Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i am backed on blogger or at least say i came back after a long time
now listening to my fucking mother nagging at me. super irritated
alot of things happened while i had not blogged
cases of loads of things
i have being thinking over and over about stuffs that are bothering me like mad
first: prefects; should i quit or not? that's a peer pressurised question; i am going mad over it; pls help me decide)):
second: work ; should i just work once a week to cope with my work in school? or should i just dont care and work till i become very good in it; what's this world becoming to for me.. am i mad or what
third: school work; aiya super stress all over everything all madness teachers friends fellow brothers all mad
i might just fail all my subjects one shot all lah die on the spot like madness!

what is this 'ideal' world of mine becoming to? should i quit school quit work and escape toa place far far away.. so far no one will know who i am.

so far godbrothers have not irritated me or whatsoever
friends some here and there
teachers some here and there but mostly no.






i just feel like ending it all once and for all
shut my mouth up; jump and next; i may meet paradise
but that's a thought not a reality
i hope i am just in a dream where i am still sleeping and dreaming
wake me up only when i finish all the horrifying things that happened

`alvinkang;

it's okays to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more you go;
3:45 AM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

lol now i am at jon's house and i am offically announcing my internet is not gonna come back sooner xD so pls do not bug me bout it=/
alvinkang;xD

it's okays to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more you go;
11:01 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

YO. so happy. finally got back my internet. the happiest man on earth; yeah and i am now wondering what to do when i am to happy, nyeh. xD
ahahas patching maple. trying dl audition , then best of all; EXAM'S OVER!!! HEH HEH HEH!~

lalala~ i shall blog more when i am not that tired.and yeah today's tiring;.
`alvinkang;

it's okays to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more you go;
7:50 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is


Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay
It's okay


empty apartment.
yellowcard
lights and sounds 2oo5

it's okays to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more you go;
4:44 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

a trip made by me=/ partially; hahas
AT 11AM! dhoby ghaut mrt station=/ lols. and ian and me met earlier. then we met chan . so we 3 go to arcade till 11am

hahas girls all damn what one=/ go the funny shop at lvl 5 . hahas=/ diaos made me chan and ian go all the way downstairs. xD funny ah
we played arcade for like 10mins=.= (i am the only one!) then have lunch , and go into yamaha. some stupid guy. i just hold the guitar and ask chan. what is this hole in the guitar for? then that guy shouted. OEI. u touch touch touch and knock knock knock my guitar without permission . idiot=.=
then ashidiq over there laughing like mad. lols. =.='' then after that we left. i go arcade awhile ( space taken up) waited and waited till no choice go bowling. hahas
go bowling at marina. caught up with seniors+girls.
bowling was retarded. alll bowl like mad=.=
i am tired lah. lols. hahas after that we go lan. girls go have food
then me and ian got bored at lan. so i go arcade. played with this guy, won 3 lost 2 ( total 5 games)
hahas-=/ then girls came arcade. they wann me go shopping with them -.- but they just window shopping lah. lols. xD so ok lors. go walk le. go into lan. dragged all the guys out , bullied siyi and jia yi . alot of them forced calvin to confessed to esther. and still got blah blah=.= too bad ian not there. if not got another victim. x)
tiring ah. and we went bk.... lols after eat we slowly walk to esplnade. go there play abit then go back. hahas...


now at home le. ANDDD SI MIN !!! !! !! ! !! u damn shit one. lols. u blogged before i reached home. PLAY CHEAT. but my post's still longer then yours : D
x) takecares everyone.
and p.s. to all the smss prefects,
I DON'T LIKE SI MIN..=.=
`alvinkang;

it's okays to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more you go;
5:51 AM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

i am wondering how many people will take for granted. their friendships.. maybe this is the song yeah..


Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget.
I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me thereA beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forgetI'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me thereA beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

yellowcard; oneyear,sixmonths
alvinkang;

it's okays to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more you go;
9:29 PM



lol my skin has changed. might look better: D
cos now i am addicted to YELLOWCARD<3 hahas-
hahas- didnt blog for 2 days. it's being boring after the sunburns=.= i feel so shit. hahas. yeah
nothing to do. nothing to play. what is this man. so nothing interesting to blog about,
i just went out. to downtown east nothing much. came home early
i am tired yeah. hahas=D i want another outing x)

anyways i shall end off here.

my birthday's in 12 days time. hahas.
and my wish is. my wish is... cannot say.x)
alvinkang;

it's okays to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more you go;
7:12 AM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

hahas- 1st sept;
today is a friday. sentosa trip was great yeah. met some new friends. especially if they chased me around the beach. hahas- yeah.
i got a big sunburn patch on my back. so pain=.='' we did alot of fun games in sentosa.
yeah. played in the water for very long. especially after all the games. hahas-
today was really great hahas- sunburn so painT_T
i would really like to pinpoint some person,
SIMIN. that crazy MANLY woman. bleaqx. hahas- yeah.
she made me so tired yesterday. she chased me i chased her around sentosa.=.= throwing sand all over the place. hahas
i so long nv go sentosa. zzz. alot of changes alr=.= hahas-
the trip was super fun. i drank alot of salt water. so saltish.
really hope i will meet this ppl again yeah. to play together(:
hahas- i guess if i become board. i'll organize it again yeah. hahs. (:
alvinkang;

it's okays to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more you go;
12:45 AM

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