Friday, March 24, 2006

today wasn't so fun.th0ugh g0t science and DnT..c0s i was sad today.2 things.one is sad c0s my dahh- she very sad-=/
next is danyal.he thinks he is the best.in reality.no one's in the year 05/06! new prefects is the best..danyal goes around telling everyone that i got caned.mr tan apologised to me cos he didn't know i dunno how to do the maths question..then danyal goes around and tell everyone bout me.i dunn care bout the cane.it's my image..i know my classmate will not spread.they are trustable.everything changed when danyal came to my class.i knew this would happen!he is starting to snatch away all my friends.i rather go NA then to stay in my class.danyal did alot of stuff to me before.he is trying to snatch away my friendships in the class.why must this happen?danyal is snatching my reality.my life.but i found out.when friends are your friends.they are forever your friend.true in the heart.starting of the year.i took danyal in as my friend.now he is taking advantage.he dosen't want me to be popular in class!he wants to be popular.trying to get attention is all he does.davindar,moses,hwang,ong all my old friends that i really have trust and true friendship with them..he is taking it all away.today when i was very dao in school.in science class..ppl like moses,sherman,christian,nico,edgal,james,marcus,jia sheng,terrence,alex,wei feng all these people.i took advatage of them!they cared bout me!
the rest?!! i took them as good friends.ALL never came to bother to ask me why am i like this!?
what's this?WHY is this happening?!! DANYAL!
wants to take it all out on me.the next question is that if i am suppose to lost control of myself.danyal will not have a good ending.so what?!
if i get kicked out of prefects.danyal is taking too much out of me..i cant take it..he always play around in classes.while i just talk and i admit sometimes i get too hyper active.everything around me goes wild!SO WHAT
danyal's misbehaving seems to be just trying to attract attention from people!I CANT TAKE THIS!DANYAL IS ALL OUT TO TAKE ME OUT.!i fail maths.he critisizes,i tio cane he critisizes,what else does he want from me!?kill me?!i am just being too nice aen't i.?i just feel like .take out all my anger on someone.i cant keep it all inside.mayb jon can help..but i am not sure.he cant be with me forever!i know he's my best bro around.BUT DANYAL IS SOMEONE HE DOSENT KNOW!
and i am not the type that goes around to bash people up,i always punch ppl in a joking manner..but then if i get too angry..danyal cant stop me!i have my will to support me.nothing more.everything that revovles around me.danyal is taking it aways.!what if he just snatch my loved ones away?i cant just let him do what he wants!i will just take it all out with him one day.i swear i will..nothing gonna stop me..i will fight for my friendship back..i cant let him critisize me forever.i would not want to talk to danyal!never gonna be his friend anymore.i rather have him as a enemy then as a friend..

i cant take him anymore..