Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i am backed on blogger or at least say i came back after a long time
now listening to my fucking mother nagging at me. super irritated
alot of things happened while i had not blogged
cases of loads of things
i have being thinking over and over about stuffs that are bothering me like mad
first: prefects; should i quit or not? that's a peer pressurised question; i am going mad over it; pls help me decide)):
second: work ; should i just work once a week to cope with my work in school? or should i just dont care and work till i become very good in it; what's this world becoming to for me.. am i mad or what
third: school work; aiya super stress all over everything all madness teachers friends fellow brothers all mad
i might just fail all my subjects one shot all lah die on the spot like madness!

what is this 'ideal' world of mine becoming to? should i quit school quit work and escape toa place far far away.. so far no one will know who i am.

so far godbrothers have not irritated me or whatsoever
friends some here and there
teachers some here and there but mostly no.






i just feel like ending it all once and for all
shut my mouth up; jump and next; i may meet paradise
but that's a thought not a reality
i hope i am just in a dream where i am still sleeping and dreaming
wake me up only when i finish all the horrifying things that happened

`alvinkang;